my time in INTI is coming to an end very quickly. i wish i could extend it, and have more fun, and such. but such is time. it creeps at a petty pace when you're doing something you don't enjoy, and it speeds like a road runner when you're enjoying yourself.

a year ago, when pastor chris long was going off to another church, and install pastor vic as the senior pastor for gfs, he somehow gave a farewell prophesy. and his wife conducted a beautiful woman's conference in church. the first prophecy was that my life, as a journal, was full of scribbles. there were huge scratches here and there, as i have tried to rewrite my life in the past. but God has poured the blood of Jesus over it, and it is wiped clean. the second one involved me being a woman for God, who does wonderful things for Him.

these two things, were the only things that kept me going. yes, i've fallen. but. come to think of it, i've grown so much in just two years. i'm glad i made the commitment to God, to change. i have rededicated my life many times over to him, over and over again, after falling down each time. i stopped at some point, until those prophecies.

i thank God, for his hand upon my life all this while. for the people he has surrounded me with. i thank him for all the things that he's done to change me. i now stand corrected. haha. i wonder what else does he have in store for me?

the passion for him. the hunger for his word. the willingness to do his work. all these, i have gotten them back. i thank him.

i hope that this continues on.

oh. and he has blessed me with many, many things. amen.